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It's normal for them, which is why it only became a dream for sure when he felt her lips. He chuckles before opening his eyes and looking at her with a hint of playful mischief in his eyes, as if he would have in his dreams. Which he totally believes this is, still. A very realistic feeling dream that he can suddenly control a bit.

"You missed my lips."

W h a t?!

Mikasa looks so surprised when she hears that. She ... missed them intentionally. Not because she wouldn't want to kiss him or not because she doesn't want to know how kissing feels like in general!! She just tends to go really slow with everything and that doesn't sound slow... Or maybe she is too slow with how they have been getting closer and closer, it sounds like a natural next step sooner or later??? Also oh boy, she has done a lot of thinking but she hasn't really said much about it to him and she would probably have A LOT of explaining to do if she...

But Jean is looking at her like that and saying those words and it may be a good opening to everything... She is way too curious anyway.

So.

Mikasa ignores everything about why she couldn't do that. She can do whatever she wants, really, and it is way too tempting to pass up... She looks at him, all calm on the outside but her face is a fierce red like her scarf even before she leans closer and closer again. So close that this time she doesn't dodge them.

Jean gets a soft kiss to his lips. ...and Mikasa is not moving anywhere from there after that unless he tells her to leave.

The girl has no idea how this works, she has never kissed anyone before...!! Prodigy.exe has kind of stopped working if it ever even works in situations like this??? It sure as hell doesn't really work with her poor social skills or words or emotions most of the time, her heart is racing like it's trying to get out of where it is.

Edited 2019-09-21 12:15 (UTC)

Somehow, saying that always works in getting a kiss. Which is what he expects to happen, even in this very realistic dream. She looks very cute with the blush and Jean's smiling when she comes closer. He closes his eyes again when their lips touch.

Then she's not moving. He's not moving. Something is not quite right with this picture.

It then occurs him to think 'what if this wasn't a dream.'

Then he realizes that everything feels too real. The emotions, the changes in the area around them. This wasn't how a dream felt.

This isn't a dream.

This... this wasn't... a dream?

JEAN.EXE HAS STOPPED RESPONDING.

Jean has by now opened his eyes and he looks at Mikasa with a very bewildered look on his very, very red face - but he hasn't moved either. Frankly, he's afraid to move or do anything, but the air around him is very warm over his being embarrassed and sparkling over being very happy... but also very confused and startled which shows up with very tiny, confused lightning bolts.

What do they do now???

Mikasa is staring at him, confused and surprised by his reaction. What? Then it kind of hits her that maybe he thought it was ... a dream... not that she has any idea why he would dream of kissing with her but ... It seems like a logical conclusion with his reaction???

The girl is not sure what to do now either. She could quickly leave and make this super awkward but she is an extremely lovesick girl and he seems... Happy about it happening too between all of the other emotions there. Happy is good. Warm is good too. She feels both of those too despite being embarrassed too of her mistake of thinking he really meant it. He is usually saying things bluntly and seriously, so...!!! Does that mean he really wants her to kiss him??? She may be wrong, she is pretty bad at this whole translating thing even when Jean usually makes it easier for her by being honest.

Mikasa stays calm on the outside again. Nervous but calm. He is not pushing her away and she is not doing that to him either... He is so close. Still so very tempting. Even more now after that first one. She seems to take a deep breath and waits if he wants to do the same or something.... else, there is no rush with anything but after a moment she tries it again.

Her lips brush gently against his again for another soft kiss and another after that too and there will be even more if he doesn't stop her this time either.

Jean is definitely very warm and content over this happening, even if also very confused. At least he's calming down from his surprise which helps with the change in atmosphere being warmer - like a safe hug or a nice warm blanket after coming back inside from cold weather.

When she kisses him again, he closes his eyes. The air feels softer. Fluffier. Confusion is slipping away and changing into curiosity. So after the second kiss, Jean leans closer to kiss her carefully and softly in return.

Safest hug ever when he is always all about keeping Mikasa safe and having her as his number one priority. Yes she notices that back home too even when she doesn't say anything about it. So his hugs here always feel like the safest place ever anytime, it's really warm under their blanket here right now.

Mikasa closes her eyes too. Maybe this is a dream after all or at least this feels like a dream. Or if it is a dream, she doesn't want to wake up. Jean returns the kiss and her eyes fly open for a very short moment. Kissing feels... nice. Understatement. It feels amazing and kind of addictive from both sides of it, she continues with soft and gentle kisses, careful baby steps into it instead of rushing in. Maybe that could happen later. This feels good now and that is an understatement too.

Eventually they stop after kissing for what may be a long while even if it feels shorter. She could go on and on... She still goes for some more when she is first about to stop like she can't get enough of kissing with him now. There is a smile on her face when she pulls back from it and just ... looks at him while she has no idea what to say. Maybe she should explain it somehow, she is still trying to figure out words for that.

Honestly, Jean could continue this way forever, but he would definitely take more passionate, deeper kisses too and continue those forever. Just having this happen is a long dream come true and he doesn't want it to end. He's fine with baby steps. Fine with fast development too. Honestly, he's fine if this is the first and the last time, if that was what made Mikasa comfortable. He'd hope for more, but would never push it.

His heart is beating crazy fast and his face is most likely very deep red... but he's smiling, too. A smile he's likely shown before, too, but now it's even brighter. The pure, sweet, genuine joy and affection.

He, too, is lost for words for now. Or maybe he's waiting for her to say something instead.

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and at last I see the liiiiight