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[rustyhonesty]

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[rustyhonesty]

[It would make Reiner happy and Bert would be alive. They might have two colossal titans, but uh, that's a different problem.]

You don't need to promise me anything.

Except maybe that you'll try not to hate yourself so much for what happened.

[Jean knows how it goes. He's been hating himself on and off ever since he died.]

[rollcharisma]

[Huh! We're just not going to address that, actually!]

I'll let you know how it goes, okay?

[rustyhonesty]

Armin.

[rollcharisma]

[Goddammit, Jean.]

I’m doing the best I can.

[rustyhonesty]

I hope so.

I mean, I'm not the best person to tell you that you should love yourself more or that you shouldn't hate yourself for things out of your control. I've probably never been. But I will still tell you that.

Because we all love and care about you. I don't know what happens in the future, but nothing's so bad that I'd stop caring about you. Mikasa would never stop, either.

Which is why I had to insist on you being on the pictures too. You didn't even think about including yourself, did you?

[rollcharisma]

[Jean's words are kind, and it isn't that Armin doesn't believe them, necessarily; when Jean last saw him, though - back in their world - he wasn't quite the monster that he is now.]

You're right. I didn't.

[rustyhonesty]

[Jean sighs at the very short answer. It's pretty clear he's not getting through to Armin this time.]

That's why you have everyone else to insist you participate.

But yeah, tell me how it goes.

[rollcharisma]

I will. And I'll have my picture taken too.

Thank you, Jean.